April 21, 2025
Eek!!! I listened to buck-tick out of curiosity since one of my favorite youtubers listens to them and... oh my goodness, this is just, wow, i don't know what to say.
it makes me feel like i wanna dig my heart out and dance with it (it's really good)!!! they're gonna be one of my favorite bands now :3
ALSO. off topic but still, why are my classmates (or at least the girls) so depressed?? i'm kinda like the therapist friend (though i think i suck at comforting people but ok) and the listener of the group.
Like one of my friend, lets call her... Blueberry! blueberry often (like every other day) tells me about how her parents are going to uh do very bad things to her if she doesn't do good on her tests and all. I've listened to the same thing (oh my parents are going to kill mee if i don't get an A in math!!).
But she's starting to make me feel concerned, is her home situation really bad? Should i try to interfere? i don't know. With my other friends too! they're also facing similar situations. I feel uncomfortable hearing this whenever they tell me but i don't wanna make them feel upset/ embarrassed if i tell them to stoppppp...
I think i'll keep it quiet for noww... (it's starting to effect my mood with all the negativity)
April 20, 2025
Hiiii! This is my first entry here :3
I'm almost done with my first major knitting/crochet project! It's a black and white milkmaid(?) top. I think it looks soooo cute! I just have the ends to take care of, ugh.
Anyways, midterms were, like, a week ago... But! My English midterm is making a movie trailer based on one of the short stories we've read in class. I chose to do "The Black Cat" by Edgar Allan Poe. I've been procrastinating filming until yesterday. Just seeing my acting is making me feel cringe a bit. But it's okay. It's fine. haha.
Moving on, my mom told me I can get a gift if I do well on my midterms! So that's my motivation and it's working pretty well. Since I've gotten started on editing and filming, it's actually not that bad. I think I was being too dramatic when I first got the assignment. It's supposed to be 1-2 minutes.
For the gift, I'm planning on getting Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water. I've been into Fatal Frame for a while and I really wanna get one of the games. I have a nintendo switch lite and on the eshop, i could only see the 4th one and the 5th one. The 5th one's cheaper so i think it'll be easier to convince mom to buy that one.